Mhatari

anirudha mule malahi lihavese vatate ahe.
sadharan 15 varsha purvi mi kamasathi localne roj shivadi stn la jat ase. tishicha hoto.
tithe footover bridge navhata.(ata zala). platform var utaralyavar trackmadhun jave lage. tyachya pudhe bpt che tracks hote, pan tyanchya maalgadya kwachit yet asat.ekadaa amhi sagale sandhyakali ghari paratanyasathi stn kade yet hoto. durunach amhala disale ki ek mhatari sarpatat bpt track olandate ahe. tinhi sanjechi vel hoti. visibility kami hoti. amache bolane pan zale ki hi mhatari marayala nighali ki kay?amhi barech antar par karun tichyapashi alo to paryant tine sarpatat fakta bpt track par kela hota, itaki slow hoti. na rahavun mi tila vicharale, mhatare, gadikhali yeshil na? mag murkhasarkha prashna vicharla, yevadhe kay adale ahe palikade janyavachun?ti bhikarin navhati. garib marathi stree hoti. bahuda pathicha kana saath det nasava mhanun sarpatat hoti.mala mhanali, kaay karanar, jayalach pahije, palikade porala davakhanyat bharati kele ahe.mazya kanfatit maralyasarkhe zale.sahakari mhanat hote, chal na baba, kuthe rojachi train ghalavatos? ani tu tila kay madat karu shakanar ahes?tevha harbour line var amachyasathi ( western railway vale) dar ardhya tasane gadi hoti.mala te patena, hi bai gadi khali janyachi daat shakyata disat asatana apan nighun kase jayache? ani madat tari kashi karanar? shevati mi saral tila donhi hatat uchalale ani tilahi kahi kalayachya aat trackchya palikade neun thevale. ani tasach platform kade nighun gelo. sahakari oradayala lagale, tichya angala rastyavarchi kiti ghan lagali asel, tu adhi haat dhu.mi tithech haat dhutale, pan tyadivashi vegale hotana koni mala shakehand kele nahi. arthat, ghari alyavar mi sudha 4 vela saban laun haat dhutalech. pan tevha mazya angat kaay sancharale hote mahit nahi.anirudhachi athavan vachun mala sudha he sangavese vatale, baki kahi nahi. ata pudhe mazya svabhavacha virudh namuna deto.
toch mi... pan asa kasa?sadhya mi dockyard stn la roj jato. ajunahi mala andheri train dar ardhya tasane milate.( thodi improvement ahe, andheri train chukalyas bandra train 15 minitani milate, pan mala ti gadyanchi chanjachenji avadat nahi)sandhyakali dockyard stn var ek bhikari firat asato. kamarekhali kahi shillak nahi. chakachya patavar basun firato. roj mazyasamor yeun ubha rahato, sorry, mazyasamor thambato. vrat ghetalyasarkha. roj mi tyachyakade durlaksha karato, hatvaadi pane. to nighun jato.mi bhik denyachya virudh ahe. lahan kevilvanya mulana tar ajibat bhik deu naye ase mala vatate, karan bharpur bhik milali tar tyanche 'dada' lok anakhi mule palavun apang karatil ase kahise maze mat ahe. yogya ki ayogya dev jane. pan tarihi kahi total apang mothya manasana mi kadhi kadhi deto, nahi ase nahi. bayakone jor lavala tar kadhi kadhi nailajane sudha deto. pan deto. mag yachya babtitach ase ka vagato?tumhala kadachit maza kotepana vatel, pan to vishishta dharmacha ahe he mala prakarshane janavate, mhanun mi det nahi. tya tashahi avasthet mala tyachya dokyavarchi vishishta topi thalak pane janavate. to bhikari ahe he nantar lakshat yete.roj to nighun gelyavar mi svatala chivadat basato, apan he yogya karato ka? tyachi avastha ti kay? to kuthalyahi dharmat asalyane kay farak padanar ahe? etc etc.ekikade svatacha kotepana disato, tar dusarikade hatti man purvagraha sodayala tayar nahi. manus kiti vichitra asato nahi?